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Well today is Thanksgiving and I pretty much did nothing today. I was so freaking hungry though. All I ate was turkey sandwiches and mac and cheese. I need to go out tomorrow and buy myself more food. :)

Anyway, I pretty much slept the entire day. At about 6 am in the morning, i was awaken by a fucking marching band! They were doing rehearsals before the parade in here in Chicago. Anyway, it was so fucking annoying that I slept in the living room. I don't understand why they did it in a vacant parking lot next to a touristy area and a college campus! >.< Either way, it was nice to get some sleep because none of my roommates are here and it is very nice and quiet so I'm trying to take advantage of it. :)

Well, I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving! :)

Yay! I already have 200 entries here! :D

Thanks for those who read and comment! I really appreciate it!

Eh. I really want to start wearing lolita again but I just don't have money now. Good thing is that there is nothing I want now. There is two btssb prints I want but that is about it. So it is a good thing.

I only have 1.94 GB of free space on my computer. Awesome. Now my computer is going to die if I download something online or save something. So I could only use this computer for just surfing the web. I'm trying to delete files but that doesn't help that much. So I'm trying to save this computer so I don't have to erase the memory.

This computer I'm using is pretty old. 7 or 8 years we had this darn thing. Had to erase the memory a bunch of times! The computer freezes from time to time though. It still faster than my other newer computer which is about 4 or 5 years old.

So I'm gonna go play some mario kart wii.

Bye!

I haven't been out to the movies in a loooooonnnnnnggggg time! Last time was watching "Number 23". I really would like to go and watch Wall-e! Yes, he reminds me of Johnny 5 which I love to death! ^^ I know the story line is no where near it. I heard it was a great movie now I really want to go. I want to wait until next Tuesday, when there will be less people and hopefully no annoying kids. I have to ask my sister if she wants to go and then take my little sister to go and watch it. ^^

Well then I will be off to go take a shower! ^^

Also, why do people set off fireworks when it is sunny outside? I hate it when people set off fireworks at 4 in the morning too. I remember people were doing that right next to my house!

So today was the last day for violin lessons for the semester. I will be taking it once again in Chicago in September. So I have the whole summer to go back and practice the old songs and try out new ones too. I'm currently learning vibrato! I love the way the vibrato gives life to the violin. I always wanted to learn this. It is hard so I'm trying to take it slow.

I was also learning spiccato. Making the bow bounce on the string. At first I didn't get the hang of it but now I think I got the hang of it.

Hopefully my new teacher is nice and can give me constructive criticism this way I can improve and become a good player. :)



For the future, I would like to join an orchestra or find someone who loves the violin so we could play together and learn. I would love to learn a lot about the violin so I can improve. I really do want to improve. I don't want to be the greatest violinist in the world. I just want to be able to play well. With no mistakes.

So I finished the Suzuki vol.2 but I didn't get the other vol. because I forgot my wallet at home so I'll be getting it next week. So for this week I'll just polish it up. I need to practice on my dynamics more. I never knew dynamics could be hard to get right. Or maybe I'm just too hard on myself.

I found a place in Chicago to go and continue my lessons. ^_^

So I received my housing contract about 2 weeks ago and sent it last Tuesday. I only had until this week to send it so I send it via priority mail which they should have received within two-four days. So I don't understand why they send me an email stating that it was never received.

I'm guessing they just didn't get to my contract yet. So I emailed them today. I would like to wait but I only have 2 days before the deadline so I want to know how the fuck they haven't received it yet. I even sent it using a faster shipping method. Ugh.

I'm still waiting for their response but nothing. I can't wait any longer. I can try and call tomorrow and see what is up. Hopefully they do receive it though. I really don't want to look for an apartment. I really don't have money for that.

I keep checking my wachovia account to see if they cashed the check but nothing.

I just want things to work out so I can be in fucking peace already. I don't want to stress myself out anymore. Geez.

So I bought a refurbished cellphone today at at&t, the Sony Ericsson Z310a. I read mixed reviews about it so I'm going to give this phone a shot. I was going to buy the Nokia 6805 but I really like the sony ericsson. I just need a phone just to call home basically. So when I go out, I can call my mom to know that I'm fine.

My slider sonic just died. I have no idea how but it did. I tried turning it back on but it wouldn't even turn on. I charged it, I closed it and that was it. I never touched the phone. I only have a $1.27 left and I was going to add more money in by the end of this month. Plus I have until the end of the month to add more money so my account will stay activated. So I have no clue why it just died. It just did for no apparent reason.

For the meantime, hopefully my new phone is a good phone and that will last until I decide to get a new and better phone.

I'm also planning to get a DS lite! Yay! I'm going to buy a used one on ebay. I know it may not be the best place to get it but I have not enough money to purchase a new one.

So I got an email about the housing application and about the $500 deposit fee. So I didn't understand the email, so I emailed them about it. They told me they will send my permanent address and I have to sign it and send the deposit. I'm really excited! I will finally have an idea where I will move in once I get my address. ^_^ Then I can finally purchase an Amtrak ticket.

Hopefully, I will get some money from financial aid by the end of June and July. This way I can pay off the money for both the deposit and registration fee.

I want to play Hotel Dusk again. I'm so bored and I have the urge just to go and play something. I can't play Trace Memory! My brother didn't beat the game so I have to wait until he does.

Yay! I beat it today! It is definitely a great game. A game that will keep you guessing and make you not want to put the game down. I even had dreams of it. :P

I got the bonus ending! I did cheat a bit. I used a walkthrough for help. :P

I kept making dunning mad in the end and I had a game over but thankfully I saved before I even confronted Dunning so I had to turn it off and start over again.

The ending is something unexpected. Especially Bradley. I thought he was one of the bad guys.

I don't think they explained much about Nile and who he really was. Maybe I wasn't paying too much attention? I don't know.

I probably would play it again but since I figured it out already, I just don't feel like it.

I would like to play more games like this. ^_^ I just need my own DS!

So, I'm not sure if I mentioned that I quit my job like about 2 weeks ago. It feels so good and relaxing now. :) I wasn't used to it at first because I was expecting to go to work but I had to remind myself that I quit. :P

So I'm currently hooked on the video game for the DS, Hotel Dusk Room 215. I haven't finished it yet, I would if my sister would buy a better charger. I definitely need my own DS! Anyway, I'm up to Ch. 6 or 7, I can't remember which one. I'm trying to think of everything and trying to figure it out before I get to the ending but it is still a mystery. I haven't had a game over because when I made a mistake I would just turn the game off and start all over from where I last saved. So I'm not sure which ending I'm going to get.

I want to know so bad about why Bradley did what he did! I just got to keep playing and find out! ^_^

It is slowly adding up but I can't point my finger on it. I've guessed so many times and my brother, who played already and beat it, keeps telling me that I won't get it until the end. That it is something unexpected. Well I know I only have about 3 more chapters to go.

Hopefully I can beat it by tomorrow!

Yay I got my driver's license today! This was my second attempt since I failed the first one. ^_^

So that is over with. I only had 2 hours of sleep because I was so nervous. Once I got my license, I went straight to sleep for only 2 more hours. XD Then my sister bought me a coca cola and I feel fine! :)

Since that is out of my way, I need to start thinking about college and how to pay for it. I finished the Fafsa two weeks ago. I received my SAR but I need more info from my school which I'm not sure how long it will take. So I'm kind of stressed out since I'm not sure how to pay for the $250 registration fee. I quit my job two weeks ago so that is why I'm kind of stressed out. So I'm not sure if they'll take it out from the Finiancial aid or what. I will wait for more info though but I don't want to wait too long. I also want to apply for dorms and I need a $500 for the deposit fee.

Yay! I got accepted from Columbia College! I'm so happy! ^_^

Reminds me that I need to finish applying for Financial Aid.

Anyway, I'm still happy and I can't think about anything else right know!

So on Tuesday me and my sister went to Philadelphia because she needed to go there for an interview since it is required for the admissions. I must say Philly is a nice city and much cleaner than New York. XP

She went to go to the interview and I spotted a Borders and chilled there. I chilled at the music section to listen to clips but the machine where you would listen to the music didn't work. :(

Anyway once she was finished we headed back but we got lost. Headed all the way to some museum. I forgot the name of it but they had a Frida Kahlo event that day. There is where we spotted taxis and headed to the train station.

Once we got to the Rahway station we had to wait 2 hours for the station that takes us home to come! XO Next time we need to look at the schedule that takes us back better.

Today my sister received a letter from the college and she did not get accepted. :( She was disappointed about it. I'm not sure what she will be doing this year because she really hates the community college she is attending. She told me that she may take the year off.

I've decided that I might as well quit this job and enjoy my summer. I may need to sell somethings because I need to money to go Chicago.

So I was working today and I was fine but then my boss kept being so mean to me. She kept yelling me and telling me things even when I'm not doing anything. At 7:50 she asked me "Do you even like working here? Your face doesn't look like it." I didn't even answered here. I just continued to work. Fucking bitch. Then one customer asked me if we had balloons, I hate balloons so I just went "hmmmmmm" then my boss asked what she wanted. Then the customer wanted something for her friend and blah. My boss showed her something and blah she bought it. Then my boss said "I'm glad I stayed here so I can make a sell. A $24 sell." I don't give a fucking fuck, bitch. Whoppie. $24!

She even told me that I'm not allowed to nod or go "mhm" anymore. That pissed me off. That is how I am. Fucking bitch. Don't like it, why the fuck you kept me here for 6 fucking months? I've always done this! Always.

So I've had enough. I was going to stay longer so I can probably continue my violin lessons for the summer but I guess I won't.

I'm going to look for another job, hopefully somewhere else where I don't have to do cashiering or customer interaction but that is impossible. Wish me luck. I probably should look for one in the mall but it is 30 mins away. :( I'll try my best to find another job. I have much more experience now but I'm not sure that will work.

Celga emailed me telling me the angelic pretty macaroon purse was sold out. :( I knew it was a long shot but I had some hope. Eh oh well. Someone else has it but in a different color so I will go get that one. :) So, all in all, things came out fine. :)

I was very new to celga and they dealt with my noobish questions with kindness. I thought they will bite my head because I've heard that they aren't nice sometimes. Definitely will use celga again for a shopping service. I understand how they work now.

I highly recommend their service! :D

So it is my first time using a celga, a shopping service. So far it is making nuts. I send in my mom's credit info via email since I emailed about using CC instead of paypal so I thought that is what she meant. So I did. Everything from the number to the verification code. So I haven't received anything from them about receiving my payment. So I'm worried I did something wrong. So I just emailed them today about why I haven't received anything.

I knew I should have went with Mai. I wanted to because the item is in the store. So I wanted to go and see if she could go check it out for me. Instead I wanted to know if they were in stock somewhere. So I contacted Celga instead. :(

All for an angelic pretty bag. *sigh*

Getting really tired now. I just want to sleep.

I wonder if I'll be a good driver. I know 19 days is not much but there is room for improvement. I'm still kind of afraid of failing the road test and not getting my license. :(

I'm selling something on ebay and no one even bid on anything yet. I'm the only one who is looking at my page. :( Just need to wait.

So I have no plans for this weekend but next week I want to go watch the new harold and kumar movie! XD Can't wait until it opens. I haven't been to the movies since I watched the Number 23.

Well I guess I'll go now. I want to write more but I just can't get anything out. I always forget what I want to write/type about.

I love going to that site. I go on almost all the time. ^_^;

So I'm trying to sell lots of things lately and so far no one bought anything. :( I'm trying to earn some extra cash since my job is getting worser and worser and I hate my boss. We aren't getting along that well. Who knows how long I'll be working there. I want to quit sometime in June but due to the fact that she constantly yells at me for the dumbest crap, I may quit a bit earlier. I wanted to stay because I'm getting my license during the summer and you know how gas prices are (I wanted a vespa but my dad told me no!). *sigh*

There is this stupid webkinz event we are having maybe I will be working more hours. I'm not sure. Webkinz are the dumbest most annoying shit ever! When I'm closing the fucking store someone either comes in last minute for those fuckers! Kids calling in asking if we have new ones all the time a month before they actually come out!

So I went driving in the highway today and it was kind of scary. >.< It was my first time so of course it would be. I'm getting better at my turns! Yay! :) So hopefully I will improve within the 19 days I have left until I go to get my license.

The weather is getting nicer and warmer now so it is time to start wearing those short sleeved shirts! I shaved my arms today. It was so hairy during winter that I couldn't bear it anymore. So now I feel so ~smooth~

I joined poupee girl today! :) I was really bored and I was waiting to go out and drive so I needed to do something. I thought about joining that site a long time ago but it was in japanese so I was afraid of not getting to understand the site. I found a livejournal to help me through and so far it is pretty cool. I like looking at people's closet because I get ideas of what there cool fashion sense is like. I like looking at the handbags since I'm in the mood for a new one. So this site helps a lot to give me some ideas of what I'm looking for in particular.

So here is my link incase anyone wants to add me:

http://pupe.jp/profile/bP54CZ0Eq2fx/

I have lots of uploading to do but that will come some other time when I'm not super duper lazy!